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things that piss me off

Fri Nov 20, 2009, 6:57 PM
  • Mood: Disgust
UPDATE/EDIT:

the situation is being handled.

Move along, people.



This is a rant.

If you will attempt to create drama, please navigate away from this page, as well as my life, begone drama-bottom-feeders!

You know, I'm a pretty hard person to anger. I'm usually really nice, chill, yeah. There are few things that piss me off in the world, among them pork, the xbox 360 red ring of death, some teachers, and other things.

But some people just take the cake. My fellow deviants, what would you think of a person who gets so pissed off at their best friend for something so petty and decides to never speak to them again?

"Gee, that's not cool."

No, it's not.

Poor best friend, asking for forgiveness, wanting to set things straight and just be cool again. But no the person ignores and insults.

But wait! It doesn't stop there.

Personally, if I was such an asshole to try to disassociate myself from my best friend, you'd think I'd at least have the dignity to ACTUALLY DO IT. but no, this person has to lurk around, stalking, insulting, hurting feelings, all from behind the saftey and comfort of a username.

What does this person want? Do you get what I mean?

How does one say, "hey I hate you I'm gonna forget you ever existed, but still stalk you and make you feel like shit"?

What do they /want/? Does this person just want to fuck with other peoples lives now? What business of theirs is it what their ex best friend do anymore? You wanted to pretend they never existed for "what they did to you" right?

More directly now, you , YES, YOU should quit being butthurt that your exbest friend is so much happier and better off without you, that's what you should do. You brought it upon yourself.

It takes a special kind of asshole to treat people this way, it's unjust, fucked up, even /inhumane/ to keep trying to psycologically torture someone like that. And deep down inside, beneath the RAGEEEEEEE that i know this journal will make you throw at me, you know im right.

You know I'm right.

You made a decision to not forgive them, to IGNORE THEM, INSULT THEM, CALL THEM OUT, kick them to the curb and then try to hurt them every fucking chance you get?
No, uh uh. No.
It's like I said one time, and I'm sure you'll remember.
What should it even matter to you anymore?

Their life is no longer your business, as you decided the day you walked away. Well? You're so indecisive.

You know, I'm sick of playing the nice guy. Sick of forgiving you for your mistakes. A person who will not forgive yet asks for forgiveness is a hypocrite. And does not deserve forgiveness, so they no longer have mine.

Done trying to be the better person here. She doesn't deserve what you're doing to her at all. Still out to get her, still full of remorse.

Oh dear, you've so much to learn about life, silly little kid.

How could you be so heartless and cruel? This I just don't understand. Are you jealous? That we're happy now? That we don't care and moved on from you? We're trying to live our own lives now, just. let. us. be.

Why can't you let us move on? We're not your trophies, we're gonna reach a point where we move on from you, and then all you'll be is a bad memory, but no. You gotta be more. You want us to feel like shit. You want to /mean/ something to us. Fuck! You couldve just been a good person, a good friend, and /truly/ meant something to us. But no.

So.

How about a taste of your own medicine?

I feel SO bad saying this, but i must, for effect, maybe i can get the point through your thick skull:

I'm glad he did that to you. If there's anything you deserve, it was that, you fucking deserved that, and I'm not sorry. I'm not sorry. "Most difficult (or whatever word you used) part of my life" my ass. If that's the roughest you've had it, yeah, you haven't had it bad at all. You know /nothing/ of what it's like to lead a hard life. NOTHING.

/Get/ a life, quit being so indecisive.

Now now now, before you throw a bitchfit and try to fight back, know that I don't care, so don't waste your breath. Talk allllll the shit you want, call me out for this journal allll you want. Post spazzing pissy BAWWW on twitter, facebook, myspace, DGAF. I know you still will, you'll still go post shit, cause youre the type of person who wants the last word/laugh, go ahead, guess what? I'm not gonna read it, ha. ha. ha. So don't waste your breath. Or keystrokes, to be precise. I'm done with the drama, I'm done with the bullshit. I simply don't care anymore.

So in conclusion...

Make up your mind. Either straighten up and start acting like a mature young lady, or never speak to me again. If you got a problem with her, then you've got a problem with me. It's no longer "not my business."

Don't reply, I don't wanna hear it. Don't wanna read it. Make your choice through actions, not words, cause we have plenty of words from you, and that's all they are.

Words.

Much "love", me.


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